shut. the. fuck. up.

I tried to stay quiet.

I tried to stay clean.

But something inside me

rotted me into someone else.

I learned how to smile when I’m rotting inside,

How to bleed without leaving a trace.

Every promise I made was a beautiful lie

That exploded right in my face.

I built my spine out of borrowed beliefs,

Every word felt rehearsed and safe.

Now my hands are empty, my mouth full of teeth,

And I’m done pretending I’m okay.

I don’t need your truth, I’m not listening you–

stop carving my shape. let me fucking break.

I’ve been holding myself together with hate,

And it’s all I have left to spare. I’m done pretending I’m okay.

I HEAR ENOUGH.

I’VE HAD ENOUGH.

I HEAR ENOUGH.

I’VE HAD ENOUGH.

shut the fuck up

You are not right.

I hate you so much

You are fucking trash

WON’T BE SAVED — DON’T YOU FUCKING TRY!

I’M STILL STANDING EVEN IF I’M DYING INSIDE!

I’M NOT A HERO, I’M NOT YOUR CAUSE!

I’M JUST A SCREAM WITH BROKEN LAWS!

DON’T SAY MY NAME LIKE IT MEANS A DAMN THING!

DON’T PRETEND YOU KNOW WHAT I’VE SEEN!

IF THIS IS THE END — LET IT BURN BRIGHT AND TRUE!

I’D RATHER DIE LOUD

THAN LIVE LIKE YOU!

shut. the. fuck. up.

shut. the. fuck. up.

If you see me falling apart,

Don’t fix me — just stay.

I’m not asking for a restart,

Just don’t turn your face away.

I didn’t choose this fire.

But I’m done putting it out.

They taught me fear like it was truth,

Taught me pain was earned.

Now every scar is a fucking proof

Of lessons never learned.

I WON’T BE SAVED — I SET THE MATCH!

I’M DONE APOLOGIZING FOR THE LIFE I CRACKED!

I’M NOT YOUR PROJECT, I’M NOT YOUR SIN!

I’M THE VOICE YOU TRIED TO BURY IN!

I STAND IN THE NOISE WHERE THE WEAK STAY QUIET!

MY HEART BEATS WAR — I WON’T DENY IT!

IF THIS WORLD WANTS ME SMALL AND NUMB,

I’LL BURN IT DOWN

JUST TO FEEL FUCKING ALIVE!

REMEMBER ME WRONG!

REMEMBER ME REAL!

REMEMBER I FOUGHT

WHEN I COULDN’T HEAL!

I won’t be saved…

I won’t be erased…

If I disappear —

I did it my way.

No gods.

No masks.

Just fire in my chest.