Ten Below

Yeah…

I been movin’ like I’m ten feet under, not above it

Silence louder than the money when you love it

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I don’t trust a soul, I been walkin’ with my shadows

Smile on my face, but my heart lookin’ hollow

Used to dream big, now the dreams feel narrow

Pour another cup, yeah I drown in the sorrows

They say I’m cold, I don’t feel shit lately

Ten feet away, yeah the world can’t save me

Got blood on my hands from the shit that I carried

Loved too hard, now my heart look scary

Money on the floor but it don’t excite me

Fame in the air but it don’t feel likely

Everybody talk when they see you shining

But wasn’t around when the pain got violent

I been duckin’ calls, I don’t wanna explain

Every conversation feel stuck in my brain

They say I changed, I say I adapted

Life get dark when the soul get fractured

I’m ten below, yeah, I feel so distant

Surrounded by love but none of it’s instant

I flex in the mirror just to hide the condition

Dead inside but I still play the position

Ten below, yeah my heart stay numb

I don’t chase shit, I just let it come

If I die tonight, hope they say I was real

‘Cause I been livin’ life off pain and pills

I don’t need advice, everybody fake woke

Talkin’ ‘bout peace while they sharpenin’ blades though

I been in my head, yeah the rent been paid though

Trauma in my chest, got a lifetime layover

She say she love me but she love the image

When I open up, they call it my weakness

Every time I trust, it come with conditions

So I sit alone with my fucked up decisions

Drugs in my system, emotions on mute

Tryna feel somethin’, but what’s the use?

I laugh with the demons, we share the same room

Same old nightmares, different perfume

I don’t cry no more, I just stare at walls

Watchin’ time move slow while my sanity crawls

They want the hits, not the story behind ‘em

I give ‘em the song but I’m dyin’ inside it

I’m ten below, yeah, I feel so distant

Surrounded by love but none of it’s instant

I flex in the mirror just to hide the condition

Dead inside but I still play the position

Ten below, yeah my heart stay numb

I don’t chase shit, I just let it come

If I die tonight, hope they say I was real

‘Cause I been livin’ life off pain and pills

I don’t need a throne, I don’t need a crown

Just a little peace when the sun go down

Everybody pray when the lights go out

But I been in hell, I know the route

Ten feet under my emotions

Still breathin’, but I’m barely focused

If I make it out, I earned my roses

If I don’t… at least I fuckin’ noticed