(Ohh whoa huh) I tried to detox from the pain you caused I heard you was on some trifling shit that’s when I realized
You was bad for my health maybe I was addicted to you like perks it was hard for me to let you go but now that I’ve
Grieved I’ve been keeping to myself blocked you off everything girl your bad for my mental left my heart black with
A hole shawty was playing games while I’ve been working if we ever had good memories you the reason it burnt
You doing shit you’d be yelling at me about I wish I would’ve walked away back in school maybe I wouldn’t be
This way can’t fall for another cause the damaged you left inside me don’t try to tell me you love me if you did me
Wrong damn fucked up how I keep tryna heal people who won’t change had to grow up at a young age swear
Shit ain’t been the same ever since my mother died lotta pain in my life that I didn’t need I rather be alone then trust
Somebody else so ima take this pain & turn it to a song she know how creative I can be Everytime I feel cold I write in
My notes feels like everybody just used me I thought I would of got a family but you really showed your true colors now
My walls fully closed cause I won’t ever trust another soul I put that on my life cause I learned my lesson I’m dealing
With all the pain you left inside me I wish we never met I feel better when I hit the blunt type of moving on I do on
My own used to be a good kid now I’ma shell she left behind so many people lie to me that shit fucked up my mental
Why wouldn’t you tell me you wanted to be a hoe I would’ve left without a problem all these memories gives me
Nightmares but I know I’ll be okay cause when I die I’ll get my rose
Yea can you let me heal in peace
Just leave me alone you already left my
Life why bother tryna reach me I told you so long ago once I’m gone you’ll
Never see my face again to many broken memories in my head (but I know I’ll be fine I’m focused on me)
I put all my pain in this mic cause that’s the only way I understand I was mentally drained being with you cause
I knew you’d hurt me this way but it’s okay cause I’ll take this as a lesson I no longer suffer from depression thanks to
What you did to my emotions we both know they died that night all this stress in me but ima make it far without you
By my side (you already know I can’t fall inlove ever again)