“Half-Healed Flex”

HOOK

They love me when I’m broken, not when I’m whole

Smile on my face, but I’m numb in my soul

Chains on my neck, I’m just masking control

Said I’m cold—but I’m warm to the wrong one, though

She hit my phone just to feel like she matter

I text back slow, heart beatin’ faster

Love got a price, and I ran outta data

Told her don’t wait—I’m a beautiful disaster

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🎤 VERSE 1

I grew up with hunger, not handouts

Now I’m eatin’ pain with the bands out

Fake love on the gram gettin’ fanned out

But in real life, it’s dark when I stand out

Caught in the mix of my habits and healing

Tatted the truth ‘cause I hated the feeling

She say I’m distant, I say I’m defensive

I just been duckin’ that trauma I’m dealin’

No sleep—mind runnin’ on Fenty

Fake smiles, energy feelin’ empty

She want a man with a soul on display

But I’m stitched with the hurt, and I can’t press play

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🎶 HOOK

They love me when I’m broken, not when I’m whole

Smile on my face, but I’m numb in my soul

Chains on my neck, I’m just masking control

Said I’m cold—but I’m warm to the wrong one, though

She hit my phone just to feel like she matter

I text back slow, heart beatin’ faster

Love got a price, and I ran outta data

Told her don’t wait—I’m a beautiful disaster

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🎤 VERSE 2

Shorty wanna heal me with her touch

But love don't fix when you seen too much

I ain’t lookin’ for a fairytale crush

Just someone that don’t flinch when I self-destruct

She like, “Damn, you don’t even flinch no more”

I said, “That’s what happen when your heart gets sore”

Used to cry in the dark on the basement floor

Now I flex with the pain like I asked for more

Drip clean, but my wounds still ooze

Talk nice, but my trust got bruised

I could love, but I’d still feel used

So I ghosted the good ones too—confused

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🎵 BRIDGE

All these scars, but I still look good

All this pain, but I still stood

Heart got stitched with a diamond rope

Now I shine, but I still choke

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HOOK

They love me when I’m broken, not when I’m whole

Smile on my face, but I’m numb in my soul

Chains on my neck, I’m just masking control

Said I’m cold—but I’m warm to the wrong one, though

She hit my phone just to feel like she matter

I text back slow, heart beatin’ faster

Love got a price, and I ran outta data

Told her don’t wait—I’m a beautiful disaster

(I’m a beautiful disaster…)