HOOK They love me when I’m broken, not when I’m whole Smile on my face, but I’m numb in my soul Chains on my neck, I’m just masking control Said I’m cold—but I’m warm to the wrong one, though She hit my phone just to feel like she matter I text back slow, heart beatin’ faster Love got a price, and I ran outta data Told her don’t wait—I’m a beautiful disaster --- 🎤 VERSE 1 I grew up with hunger, not handouts Now I’m eatin’ pain with the bands out Fake love on the gram gettin’ fanned out But in real life, it’s dark when I stand out Caught in the mix of my habits and healing Tatted the truth ‘cause I hated the feeling She say I’m distant, I say I’m defensive I just been duckin’ that trauma I’m dealin’ No sleep—mind runnin’ on Fenty Fake smiles, energy feelin’ empty She want a man with a soul on display But I’m stitched with the hurt, and I can’t press play --- 🎶 HOOK They love me when I’m broken, not when I’m whole Smile on my face, but I’m numb in my soul Chains on my neck, I’m just masking control Said I’m cold—but I’m warm to the wrong one, though She hit my phone just to feel like she matter I text back slow, heart beatin’ faster Love got a price, and I ran outta data Told her don’t wait—I’m a beautiful disaster --- 🎤 VERSE 2 Shorty wanna heal me with her touch But love don't fix when you seen too much I ain’t lookin’ for a fairytale crush Just someone that don’t flinch when I self-destruct She like, “Damn, you don’t even flinch no more” I said, “That’s what happen when your heart gets sore” Used to cry in the dark on the basement floor Now I flex with the pain like I asked for more Drip clean, but my wounds still ooze Talk nice, but my trust got bruised I could love, but I’d still feel used So I ghosted the good ones too—confused --- 🎵 BRIDGE All these scars, but I still look good All this pain, but I still stood Heart got stitched with a diamond rope Now I shine, but I still choke --- HOOK They love me when I’m broken, not when I’m whole Smile on my face, but I’m numb in my soul Chains on my neck, I’m just masking control Said I’m cold—but I’m warm to the wrong one, though She hit my phone just to feel like she matter I text back slow, heart beatin’ faster Love got a price, and I ran outta data Told her don’t wait—I’m a beautiful disaster (I’m a beautiful disaster…)

“Half-Healed Flex”