I was lost, don't know what to do
Depression hit hard and my life was doomed.
I couldn't move, staring at the ceiling and the walls
I needed God but I couldn't make the call.
But he saw it coming you were sent to me
I got my life back because it was meant to be
All the weight lifted from my shoulders
But the burden still wasn't over
Can't just get over that all the time with my girls I missed it
Being taken advantage I almost got evicted
And charged for writing bad checks
Innocent until proven guilty and I ain't your suspect
And I hit the bottom with tears coming down my eyes
With a handful of oxycodone I was ready to die
But I realize I couldn't do it couldn't lose it
The devil lost and I proved it
But the biggest thing in my life came when my baby came to me
Stayed with me made the greatest change in me
I couldn't be depressed when caring for you
My life never a mess when spending with you
I used to carry anger but I let it go
Forgive but don't forget it's the power that we hold
I know you don't realize what you did to my life
You brought me back from death to alive
That's why I spoiled you I love to make you happy
I'm proud of all my girls that I get to be your daddy
But this song is Mariana's for everything you gave me
Unknowingly what you did is be the one to save me
And I love you no matter what
Forever and ever
Forever and ever yes I always love you
Everyday was great when I get the chance to hug you
I enjoyed everyday spending time and play with you
Stay with you blessed to be raising you
We were together everywhere proof is in the pics and texts
Like we went to the fair in the u.s. and mex
And to the mall wish I could buy it all
If we were at home Tom and Jerry is what we saw
Or we make our own funny video like don't wake daddy
Coke zero wait that don't make sense or blind bags eee
Always at the store for l.o.l. toys
Or whatever you wanted because I wanted you to be spoiled
I don't care if it's wrong I'm your dad so it's the right way
I want to show my appreciation on how you make my life great
Your sisters are the same it's all love I knew that's just life
Now you all grown up but you are always in my heart inside
I love you Jasmarie I love you Adamari
I love you Catherine I love you Mariana
And I'm sorry that you saw me at my worse
All the hard times don't compare to your birth
It's really that simple realize God's plan
I feel so blessed I leave everything in God's hands