Blood in my Face when I smile

**Verse 1**

In the mirror, I catch my gaze,

A twisted grin in a smoky haze,

Colors swirl, the world’s a blur,

Behind the laughter, the shadows stir.

**Pre-Chorus**

I wear this mask, it hides my pain,

A painted smile, but it’s all in vain,

With every chuckle, a whisper grows,

A haunting truth that nobody knows.

**Chorus**

I see blood in my face when I smile like a joker,

A carnival of chaos, a heart that’s grown colder.

Dancing on the edge of a razor-thin line,

Laughing at the darkness, pretending I'm fine.

**Verse 2**

Beneath the surface, the colors bleed,

A jester’s heart, but it’s not what I need,

Echoes of laughter, a bittersweet sound,

In the circus of life, I’m lost and I’m found.

**Pre-Chorus**

I juggle my fears, I mask my scars,

Underneath the spotlight, I’m reaching for stars.

But every smile hides a tear that falls,

In this twisted game, I’m breaking the walls.

**Chorus**

I see blood in my face when I smile like a joker,

A carnival of chaos, a heart that’s grown colder.

Dancing on the edge of a razor-thin line,

Laughing at the darkness, pretending I'm fine.

**Bridge**

So I’ll wear this grin, through the highs and the lows,

In the shadows of laughter, the truth still glows.

With every heartbeat, I’ll rise from the pain,

A phoenix in the ashes, I’ll dance in the rain.

**Chorus**

I see blood in my face when I smile like a joker,

A carnival of chaos, a heart that’s grown colder.

Dancing on the edge of a razor-thin line,

Laughing at the darkness, pretending I'm fine.

**Outro**

So here’s to the laughter, the joy, and the tears,

In the face of the joker, I’ll conquer my fears.

With blood on my cheeks and a smile that won’t break,

I’ll embrace the madness, for my own heart’s sake.