Benzodiazepine

I cannot reconcile the years that have gone by 
Lost to the atrophy 
When 
All I have to show for 
Is
my brain with the holes in it
Trying to keep myself alive
I fill them in with
Ben-zo-diazepam
Ben-zo-diazepam
Ben-zo-diazepam
Don't wanna feel like this anymore
Ruminating bout what coulda been
Now you got me under 
Lock n key
Hospital socks with 
The grippies please 
So I don't fall when 
I close my eyes 
Don't wanna pray 
My Lord my soul to take 
Please take the demons 
before I wake 
Ben-zo-diazepam 
Ben-zo-diazepam
Please take me

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