Mended

Verse 1

Been rebuilding from the rubble, trouble, double up my hustle

Fragments of my soul but now my whole goals not to fold buckle or break

Can't deny the damage but I'm managing to make it

Got my feet back under me now I'm ready to take shit

Takin hits but still rising steadily don't miss

Flung myself from yo gravity that dichotomy I won't miss

To you I don't exist yea your hypocrisy persists

But girl I ain't no tool, and shit I ain't even that cool

But I'm over being your fool hands off you broke the rules

Your gravitational pull has faded, left me jaded, floating in space

Finally, my own gravity is forming in your place

Deleted your number but kept all the lessons, blessings, confessions

Pre-Chorus

Now where I'm standing is where I've planted my own ground

Found my center, the sound it makes when you're not around

Was profound circles around and helps me seed the ground I've found

Standing upright standing on my feet

No longer swept down by your gravity, looking back I wonder what the hell was wrong with me

But I'm learning to love myself and forgive even me

The devil can do his dance on my chest but soon he'll even learn I'm not like the rest

Once there was a boulder in his place (took my breath)

But I cleared it on my own and that's not even my best

Chorus

I still remember when you knocked me off my feet, pulled me in, your gravity

Didn't have time to think, you caught me, web feigned destiny

But I could take the trap, I couldn't take you back

I know I'm worth more than that, steppin on me what's up with that

Augmented the things I see but I broke away and now I see you clearly

You can't be the only thing that means anything to me, I had so much more to bring

Verse 2

Your memory's fading, trading it for something new

Room, in my heart it's vacant the rent was due and you were flakin

Now I'm erasing your name what a shame how we ended up (it's fuckin lame)

But oh well I can't virtue, signal you even though oh Lord knows I want to

I'm starting to practice what I preach, yea learn what I teach

To be better without you

Some days it hurts more than others, but with every tick-in-time I'm growing stronger

No longer defined by what you would like, my own gravity pulled me to who I am inside

Chorus

I still remember when you knocked me off my feet, pulled me in, your gravity

Didn't have time to think, you caught me, web feigned destiny

But I could take the trap, I couldn't take you back

I know I'm worth more than that, steppin on me what's up with that

Augmented the things I see but I broke away and now I see you clearly

You can't be the only thing that means anything to me, I had so much more to bring