Midnight Racer

Speeding through my mind, racing to escape the pain

Heart's a wreck, but I keep it all concealed

Toxic traits, I push away, driving blind

Goin' insane, the tears I hide, they spill behind

Knuckles clenched, cut so deep, I bear the scars

No concern, I don’t care, racing with these broken cars

Been silent so long, I’ve pushed them all away

Lost inside my head, trying to find my way

No time for tears, I have a race to run

Inside I’m falling apart, but I won’t stop for anyone

Windows down, I’m breaking free, hear my engine scream

A broken heart, a racing mind, living in a dream

Smile on my face, inside I’m shattered and torn

In this midnight chase, I’m reborn, I’m reborn

Even if I try to explain, no one understands

My resolve is steel, but inside I’m made of sand

Fragile feelings, made me feel so exposed

Pretending I’m steady, but I’m so close to overdose

Lost my direction, trying to stay on track

Darkness all around, but I’m pushing back

Timing’s cruel, I’m just trying to survive

In this lonely race, I’m barely alive

Windows down, I’m breaking free, hear my engine scream

A broken heart, a racing mind, living in a dream

Smile on my face, inside I’m shattered and torn

In this midnight chase, I’m reborn, I’m reborn

No more silence, no more hiding deep

Through the chaos, I’m searching for peace

Speed’s my escape, but it’s also my pain

In this relentless chase, I’m trying to regain

Fast forward, leaving the past behind

In the rearview, memories unwind

Heart’s healing slow, but I’m alive again

Racing through the storm, to find my zen