(Uh at this point I’m like what’s the meaning) shit changed me for a reason I still picture myself in that holding cell Who would I be if I went to prison these fuck boys will do anything for attention had to many girls do me dirt just to play Victim but I keep it 100 these fuck boys don’t know what’s coming steady smoking to ease my mind got me Asking where the blunt lowkey might start getting high again cause I got to much stress in my mind maybe I should Of taken a break maybe I should have left years ago now a days I’m chasing My dreams to fulfill so now I’m steady Erasing all my past shit got to many scars that hurt my heart seems like everytime I give some one a chance The price becomes to high if I had a hundred for Every time I made a female cry i swear ima curse when we met We instantly clicked but lately it feels like we’ve grown so far apart I was fucking with different women only to Loose my love it’s lonely after dark part of the reason I make so many sad songs to many people gave up on me If it ain’t love then I don’t want anyone else mentally & spiritually I’m slowly breaking & I’m starting to believe There’s no one else out there for me & this shit got me loosing my mind so much drama in my life for no reason I had love once till it destroyed should’ve have waited a little longer but I’m respecting your peace cause I don’t Have the energy to fight for love anymore I’ll probably die alone but I’ve accepted my fate I wish I could rewind Time I’d probably do things differently my secrets in the past don’t bring it back this year has taught me a lot Through out my life some days I wonder why love never works for me then i remember my lifestyle that’s probably The reason I’ve got nothing left to say you can hit me when your ready for this type of commitment I’ll still be here Waiting just don’t take to long cause I might never come back……(I’ll still be here waiting) seems like I’m being sidelined I can still remember the better times I’ve experienced can’t count how many times I fell for a women just for them to be out hoeing Try to show love but your so used to fake love lotta people would probably die for your position I smile in a picture but in Reality I’m really going through stress tryna fix my life…..(try to show love but Your so used to fake love)

Loved you wrong