Forever Never

You can point the spotlight

On me it’s so unfair

But as soon as I shine the light

You know how to run and hide

I swear you don’t feel any remorse

You just continue on your course

You can’t afford accountability

It gave you a brand new ability

To shift the focus and paint

Yourself into a perfect portrait

you know how to lie to yourself

And then convince everyone else

Insecurities kick in

Then you’re the victim

Sorry that I abandoned you

But what else was I supposed to do?

Your special trick is falling on a dick

But that’s something that you won’t admit

Now I’m an asshole for moving on

And turning your tricks into a song

We promised forever together forever

But now we’ll forever never be together

Your words get out of hand

You pull to tight on the band

That you have around my neck

You pull until I’m a wreck

With the amount of empathy you lack

I know now there’s just no going back

I swear you don’t feel any remorse

You just continue on your course

You can’t afford accountability

So you manage to escape visibility

I can’t escape everything that you said

All the messages I read, my heart you shred

Now I’m just left with this radio head

Tell the doctor I need another med

Try to put the storage in the shed

All the bullshit clutter that you fed

Took the space from serotonin

Now I just feel anything but emotion

With the amount of empathy you lack

I know now there’s just no going back

Insecurities kick in

Then you’re the victim

Sorry that I abandoned you

But what else was I supposed to do?

Your special trick is falling on a dick

But that’s something that you won’t admit

Now I’m an asshole for moving on

And turning your tricks into a song

We promised forever together forever

But now we’ll forever never be together

We promised forever together forever

But now we’ll forever never be together

We promised, and let’s be honest

You were the one to break our promise