(Intro – soft-spoken, almost whispered) If I don’t wake up tomorrow… Just know it wasn’t your fault. I ghosted a lot of people who didn’t deserve it… But I ain’t know how to love ’em without breaking ’em. ⸻ (Verse 1) I been numb for so long, I forgot how to feel Say I’m cold, I say “good,” at least the pain ain’t real Used to cry in the dark, now I light up and float Got a heart full of ash, lungs full of smoke I fucked good girls like they meant nothin’ Pushed real ones away when they meant somethin’ I got demons I sleep with and drugs on deck Put a line on the Bible just to feel less wrecked She said, “You never talk, just disappear” I said, “If I said the truth, you’d never come near” I ain’t mean to hurt, I just been lost So I play the villain, and let love rot I got texts I ain’t answered in months Good friends think I’m dead or drunk Family don’t ask if I’m okay no more They just watch me fade behind a locked door ⸻ (Hook – melodic, auto-tune or layered echo) I didn’t say goodbye, I just let it die Didn’t mean to hurt you, didn’t wanna lie If I don’t wake up, don’t cry for me Just know this life never fit properly I pushed away the ones I loved the most High as fuck while I turn to a ghost I didn’t say goodbye, I faded instead So if you think of me, think of me dead ⸻ (Verse 2) I remember her cryin’ on the floor Sayin’ “Why you act like I ain’t here no more?” And I ain’t have shit to say but “I’m sorry” Knew damn well I’d leave in the morning I’m fucked up, but that’s not your problem I just use new pussy to dodge my trauma I roll another blunt just to keep from feelin’ Pop a tab, now the world stops squealin’ Every day’s a rerun of regret Say “I’m okay” when I’m feelin’ like death She said “I’d die for you” with her eyes all red But I ain’t even answer—I just left her on read Can’t stand myself, but I hide it with charm Get high, fuck, laugh—then dip like harm Never meant to hurt her, but I did Now I wonder if she ever healed that shit ⸻ (Hook – again, sadder, layered with reverb) I didn’t say goodbye, I just let it die Didn’t mean to hurt you, didn’t wanna lie If I don’t wake up, don’t cry for me Just know this life never fit properly I pushed away the ones I loved the most High as fuck while I turn to a ghost I didn’t say goodbye, I faded instead So if you think of me, think of me dead ⸻ (Bridge – ambient, echoing) All the “I miss you”s I left on seen All the “I love you”s that I didn’t mean All the moments I lit just to watch them burn Guess love’s a lesson I’ll never learn ⸻ (Outro – whispered) If I never text you back… Don’t take it personal. I’m not gone. I just don’t know how to be here anymore.

I DIDNT SAY GOODBYE