Misery and love

Hit in my face and put back in my place left wondering what happened here we go again screaming at the demons that are teaming up on me jumping on my back cutting no slack driving me and smashing what I'm striving for, fake smiles and sleepless nights not feeling right angry ready to fight what can't be seen because I'm leaning on myself devastation from temptations giving up giving in not wanting to live again recovering and discovering that life is hard for me

Misery and love are my drugs,  feeling empty on the inside doesn't matter how hard I try
Misery and love are my drugs,  craving control of my soul not letting go I've blocked the flow
Misery and love are my drugs, squeezing the heart stone black from the attack

Walls fall and come crashing down again the open doors shut feeling like I've been cut with the knife of life nothing left but broken pieces releasing the fruits of failure tired of laying here in my own misery my past tells of a history not good for me isolation with no communication thinking people don't care for me left staring in the mirror and not sharing what's going on with me sowing seeds that aren't growing nothing left but the stains of my pain bleeding out for all to see.

Misery and love are my drugs, feeling empty on the inside doesn't matter how hard I try
Misery and love are my drugs, craving control of my soul not letting go blocking the flow
Misery and love are my drugs squeezing the heart stone black from the attack.

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