Tryna change my ways

These heart palpitations, slowly killing me
Doesn’t help I’m on medication, stuck in bed tossin and turning 


Tossin and turning, demons tryna catch me slippin 
They watching my every move, baby now I’m watching ur every move
Cuz you did me wrong, you did me shady 
Seein if you broke me on purpose to see if it was personal 
You were the reason I almost had a date with a hearse you know?
I just hope you find what ur lookin fo
cuz baby, I did

I’m takin meds 
to cover my scars
I’m driving fast ,in exotic cars
Goin to roof top bars
Blowin money like I’m blowin crushed up bars
Wish you could see this view in the new whip, cuz it’s got hella stars
You cant hurt me from here, so high on mars 
Im starting to get some money to my name, but I wish you could’ve played a part
Went back to my lonely roads, girl why did you slit us apart
I used this fast city life to distract me from what we had from the start
But I’m 

Tossin and turning, demons tryna catch me slippin 
They watching my every move, baby now I’m watching ur every move
Cuz you did me wrong, you did me shady 
Seein if you broke me on purpose,seein if it was personal 
You were the reason I almost had a date with a hearse you know?

Why do I always start talkin about you
Why do I always start thinkin about you
Ur a hole that I can’t fill
I’m finally done taking these pills
Ur my depression, ur my obsession, ur a hill that I can’t get over
Dopamine recession, in my head, when will my mind stop being so bipolar 
Cuz I can’t stop sayin I love you I hate you
Shit is starting to get old now
It’s fuck you, I don’t wanna see you 
To, I hope you miss me cuz I miss you too

Tossin and turning, demons tryna catch me slippin 
They watching my every move, baby now I’m watching ur every move
Cuz you did me wrong, you did me shady 
Seein if you broke me on purpose, to see if it was personal 
You were the reason I almost had a date with a hearse you know?
Just wanna know if its personal
Personal
Just wanna know if it was personal 
Cuz to me that’s what if felt, like

Contemporary R&B, black male vocals, singing heart out, romantic, sexy, vibey, bass guitar, rap