Tryna change my ways

These heart palpitations, slowly killing me

Doesn’t help I’m on medication, stuck in bed tossin and turning

Tossin and turning, demons tryna catch me slippin

They watching my every move, baby now I’m watching ur every move

Cuz you did me wrong, you did me shady

Seein if you broke me on purpose to see if it was personal

You were the reason I almost had a date with a hearse you know?

I just hope you find what ur lookin fo

cuz baby, I did

I’m takin meds

to cover my scars

I’m driving fast ,in exotic cars

Goin to roof top bars

Blowin money like I’m blowin crushed up bars

Wish you could see this view in the new whip, cuz it’s got hella stars

You cant hurt me from here, so high on mars

Im starting to get some money to my name, but I wish you could’ve played a part

Went back to my lonely roads, girl why did you slit us apart

I used this fast city life to distract me from what we had from the start

But I’m

Tossin and turning, demons tryna catch me slippin

They watching my every move, baby now I’m watching ur every move

Cuz you did me wrong, you did me shady

Seein if you broke me on purpose,seein if it was personal

You were the reason I almost had a date with a hearse you know?

Why do I always start talkin about you

Why do I always start thinkin about you

Ur a hole that I can’t fill

I’m finally done taking these pills

Ur my depression, ur my obsession, ur a hill that I can’t get over

Dopamine recession, in my head, when will my mind stop being so bipolar

Cuz I can’t stop sayin I love you I hate you

Shit is starting to get old now

It’s fuck you, I don’t wanna see you

To, I hope you miss me cuz I miss you too

Tossin and turning, demons tryna catch me slippin

They watching my every move, baby now I’m watching ur every move

Cuz you did me wrong, you did me shady

Seein if you broke me on purpose, to see if it was personal

You were the reason I almost had a date with a hearse you know?

Just wanna know if its personal

Personal

Just wanna know if it was personal

Cuz to me that’s what if felt, like