Static Angel

Cold stone skin, wings chipped and gray

Rain keeps fallin’ where you used to lay

They say you’re at peace, but I’m still at war

Standin’ at your grave, beggin’ for more

Took your smile, took the sound of your laugh

Left me here drownin’ in the aftermath

This town feels like a tomb without you

Static angel, what am I supposed to do?

I bring flowers, but they never bloom

Talk to silence, scream into the gloom

Your name on a plaque, but it’s etched on my soul

You were my heaven, now I’m losin’ control

You were light, you were fire

Now I’m stuck in the wire

Of a memory loop I can’t break

Every heartbeat’s a heartbreak

You’re the ghost in the static I can’t tune out

Concrete angel, I still scream and shout

But you don’t move, you don’t cry

You just watch while I die

Every damn day without you

I still hear your voice on the back porch swing

I still see your shape in everything

Empty shoes by the bedroom door

And your laugh haunts the kitchen floor

Wish I could chisel time and bring you back

I’d trade my breath just to fill your lack

The world spins, but I stay still

My angel’s silent on the hill

(Spoken)

They say grief fades —

But I don’t want it to

It’s the only way I still feel you

I trace your name with shaky hands

Still hopin’ you’ll understand…

WHY’D YOU LEAVE ME IN THIS HELL?!

I’VE GOT NO MORE TEARS TO SELL!

CARVED IN STONE, BUT I STILL BLEED —

CONCRETE ANGEL, SET ME FREE!

You were light, you were fire

Now I’m lost in the choir

Of the ghosts that sing your name

No one left here feels the same

You’re the echo in the silence that won’t die out

Concrete angel, I still scream and shout

But you don’t move, you don’t cry

You just watch while I die

Still lovin’ you loud

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