Confused

I’m so fucking confused…

Body bruised, mind abused…

Wanting a way out…

(T.S time to shout)

FUCK (FUCK!)

Really what’s the point, if you have no choice

Mind and heart working against one another

Leaving you with the feeling of being smothered

But listen to my voice

Even if it’s the last thing you’ll hear

I want you near so I can see your fear

FUCK (FUCK!)

Sick of being the puppet, sick of the strings

Tired of the weight that this emptiness brings

Torn at the seams, stitched with regret

A memory loop I can't forget

Screaming out, but no one hears

Drowning deep in all my fears

Trapped inside this hollow shell

Living in my private hell

Cut me open, see the truth

Scars from lies I fed in youth

I’m not okay — I never was

Still begging for a reason, just because

You say I’m twisted — well, maybe I am

But you lit the fuse when you said "I don’t give a damn"

Now I scream through the static, drowning in sound

But I’ll drag you with me if I go down