Once

You know once you were my champion
Made my heart feel so safe
But it's been a million battles since
That feelings been replaced
This creature now before me
This man who stands so proud
I would still say that I love him
Just wouldn't be so loud
The pity of it really 
Isn't in what I've lost
It's just for all the changes
I'm bitter for what it cost
I'm happy if you're better
Although I don't see how
I cannot say it pleases me
I only can say WOW.
My love I'll not discredit you
Your journey must be hard
But in all my honesty
I've gotta pull your card
For all the bastard actions
And the misery I endured
I would believe the changes made
All seem a bit absurd
You've come to many choices
I suppose u couldn't avoid
But their implementation
Has me more than a but annoyed
I gave all that I contained 
I believed in all we were
I believed that if I held on tight
Our love would somehow endure
But now I just don't know love
My faith in what I believed
Now just has me feeling
As though I've been decieved 

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