Depths of Despair

Yeah, lost in the shadows, pain in my chest

Grasping for air but feel like I’m cursed

Echoes of my mind, a haunting, these scars

Fighting my demons, trapped behind bars

Walking alone in this cold, bleak maze

Every step echoes my failures, my haze

Mirror’s a stranger, mirror displays

A broken soul with nothing left to praise

Heavy bass hits, heartbeat racing

Fighting these thoughts, internal chases

Lost in a storm, no light, no chances

Fighting my past, locked in these arenas

Hate in my veins, poison so thick

Self-destruction, like a broken clock tick

Barely hold on, barely stay sane

Frozen in pain, drowning in rain

Crooked reflections, I detest me

Hoping for rescue but can’t seem to see

Darkness consumes, no place to hide

Hitting rock bottom, nowhere to slide

Feel like I’m sinking deeper again

A cycle of pain, can’t find a friend

Words like bullets, echoing dread

Souls torn apart, wish I were dead

Chant in the dark, voices in my head

A chorus of despair, tears I have shed

Hate myself, can't find the thread

Crumbling inside, my spirit bled

(Chant) No way out, no way out

Falling down, down, down

No way out, no way out

Drowning sounds, sounds

(Chant) No way out, no way out

Falling down, down, down

No way out, no way out

Buried under this emotional ground

Broken promises, shattered dreams

Silent screams in midnight’s beams

Heavy lies the crown of regret

Fading hopes I can't forget

voice cracks with sorrow

Going down this dark road I borrow

From the depths of my despair

Searching for a breath of fresh air

Chains around my soul so tight

Everyday feels like night

Hate what I see in me

A reflection of misery

Failing at life’s cruel game

Aching, tearing, feeling shame

Rage and tears, an endless storm

Wishing I could be reborn

But I’m stuck in this nightmare

With no hope or love to spare

Chant in the dark, voices in my head

A chorus of despair, tears I have shed

Hate myself, can't find the thread

Crumbling inside, my spirit bled

(Chant) No way out, no way out

Falling down, down, down

No way out, no way out

Drowning sounds, sounds

(Chant) No way out, no way out

Falling down, down, down

No way out, no way out

Buried under this emotional ground

Feel the weight, crushing me

Silence screams, can’t break free

Orchestrated chaos, my mind’s symphony

Battling the dark, no symphony

Raw, rasped vocals tell the tale

Journey through this mental jail

No salvation in sight tonight

Just endless fight, endless night

Yeah, I’m falling, I’m breaking

Inside’s aching, no faking

Lost in this cinematic nightmare

Echoes of despair everywhere

Chanting in the abyss, despair’s song

Hoping someday I’ll move along

But for now, I drown in the pain

Self-hatred, my only refrain

A tragic symphony, raw and real

This is the pain I can’t conceal

Forever trapped in this dark zone

In the depths, all alone