Explanations

A new day shines upon me

Another chance to change

Another chance to right the things

I did that caused you pain

Now i never meant to hurt you

You kinda just got in my way

If i had known that you were there

Id have never let you stay

Ive tried so hard to explain myself

All along the way

Ive tried to let you in to see

Why my life plays out this way

I know my words dont cut it

And im sorry you dont see

But understanding all of this

Even took a while for me

So i cant expect youll understand

Or even have my back

So i made sure i was strong enough

To go on with all i lack

Someday perhaps youll see me clear

And maybe want to help

Or at least give some encouragement

Or perhaps some of yourself

Ive loved you through all kinds of shit

Never doubted why i felt

But i understand your hesitation

After all my lifes been dealt

Now i know that you love me

I can see it in your eyes

And you demonstrate it constantly

With all those times you try

I love you for all of that

Its why i never feel alone

Its why through all the trials

My love for you gets shown

So screw all these silly fools

Who dont understand you and me

Im not living life for them

Just trying to be the best that i can be