My heart never learns

I guess my heart never learns
When will I stop giving with no return 
I believed all of your fucking lies 
The whole game that you played 
Why the fuck do I ever even try
When it's always my heart that gets pried 

I just wanna feel enough for once in my life
All these bruises stick to my heart just knives 
And they never go away
I swear I wish I could be someone else for a day

Because I guess my heart never learns 
When will it be me someone has to earn
Too many bridges I've lost left to burn
It needs to be someone else's fucking turn
To bare all these lessons I've had to learn
Ohhh ohh

Say someone will catch me when I fall
For once and for all
I can't take another hard hit to the ground
Not another manipulative prick kind of sound
I know it's not these cycles that I'm bound
I'm sick of being lost I need to feel found
Oooh
So I guess it's my heart that never learns 
I'll always be the one that is the joke
I wish this was all just a dream and I finally woke
I don't wanna be every one's penyada they get to poke
But I guess I'm still just a joke
Eewwww
And I guess my fuckin heart never learns 
Ohhh!!

[Chorus]

Gives it all, gets no return
Every tear, another burn
When’s it my damn turn to learn?
Let someone else break and bend
I’m sick of fighting to pretend
These wounds run deeper than they show
But still… my heart won’t let go

indie rock
Acoustic 
Piano
Female artist with edgy raspy yodel like voice 
Deep bass