Renae

A message to my daughter

Renée I love you

I always have and I always will

I’m sorry mama be starting up drama while smoking her marijuana

Baby girl I’m sorry I wasn’t there

I know you aren’t fully aware

This life ain’t fair

Baby mama be starting up her drama when she was having an affair

I wish I could repair this broken family where we could live happily

I feel like this is insanity where she won’t allow me to be there

The only thing I can ask everyone is for their prayer

I swear I’d be there if she didn’t declare for me to not me there (this is so unfair)

I want to put the blame on her

At the same time tho how am I supposed to put the blame on her?

Am I the reason she chose to have an affair, am I to blame for her actions? Am am I the one being unfair? Man all I can do is think while sitting in a chair

I just want to be the best dad in the world

I’ve been single for 3 years

Meanwhile she with a different dude every day of the year

She kept me away from you for 3 years

She paints this picture where I’m the bad guy

Every night I see my destination to the sky

Daddy is not going anywhere, I’m still here

Renée, I balled my eyes out last night

I don’t know how much longer I can keep up with this fight

Sincerely your dad Kai

Renee, daddy will always love you, even if she teaches you that I chose to not be there

All I can do is ask for everyone to send a prayer

I constantly cry looking at my destination to the sky

I love you Renee

Daddy isn’t going nowhere