Renae

A message to my daughter 

Renée I love you 
I always have and I always will

I’m sorry mama be starting up drama while smoking her marijuana

Baby girl I’m sorry I wasn’t there 
I know you aren’t fully aware 
This life ain’t fair 

Baby mama be starting up her drama when she was having an affair 
I wish I could repair this broken family where we could live happily 

I feel like this is insanity where she won’t allow me to be there 
The only thing I can ask everyone is for their prayer 

I swear I’d be there if she didn’t declare for me to not me there (this is so unfair) 

I want to put the blame on her
At the same time tho how am I supposed to put the blame on her?

Am I the reason she chose to have an affair, am I to blame for her actions? Am am I the one being unfair? Man all I can do is think while sitting in a chair 

I just want to be the best dad in the world

I’ve been single for 3 years
Meanwhile she with a different dude every day of the year

She kept me away from you for 3 years 
She paints this picture where I’m the bad guy
Every night I see my destination to the sky

Daddy is not going anywhere, I’m still here

Renée, I balled my eyes out last night 
I don’t know how much longer I can keep up with this fight

Sincerely your dad Kai

Renee, daddy will always love you, even if she teaches you that I chose to not be there 

All I can do is ask for everyone to send a prayer 
I constantly cry looking at my destination to the sky 

I love you Renee 
Daddy isn’t going nowhere

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