Falling

(Whoa oh feels like I’m drowning in all this pain) so scared to talk to anyone cause my heart belongs to her forever

Me seems like I’m falling to keep a real this shit turned me numb constantly smoking haunted by nightmares of that

Night all these thoughts my head my anxiety spiking up to keep it real I can’t see her living without me wonder if she

Feel the same way all these charges got me on the edge of my seat from being arrested to being separated from

The love of my life shit hurt me deeply I don’t know what’s coming next (she promised me she’d never do this to me)

Yea I guess I’m colder right you see I keep having dreams about you holding me close & it hurts cause when I wake

Up & your not next to me I just need to know if you still love & care about me I just wanna sign or a message that you

Still love me & want us cause lately I’ve been going through it feels like I’m falling back in the dark that you helped

Me get out of you see I’m going through a lot of pain I know you see me hurting I just need to know if you tryna bring me

Back home lately been scrolling through TikTok tryna distract myself but it don’t help I ain’t been eating much just been

Smoking all this pain away just to feel okay (whoa feels like I’m falling) I still remember when we first met we was all

In baby got me saying baby what happen to us how did we get so down bad like this i just want you to have my

Baby be my fiancée I wanted us to have our own family but right now we in middle of legal problems part of me

Telling me we gone get through it I just wanna know if you tryna get me back home I just need a sign I guess I’m just

Venting right you probably think I don’t mean what i say but I do I’ve been crying inside ever since all of this

Happened I know I don’t show it but I’m feeling hurt like your hurting now so girl your not alone in this I’m still here even

Though we can’t talk just know I’m here with you never thought in 4 years we’d be going through this together I thought

We’d start trying to have a child while working but it feels like everybody tryna get in the way of our plans & lately I’ve

Been (falling falling) in a darker abyss tryna stay strong for you so we can make ourselves back to each other

Cause I know my loves real for you my heart steady telling me not to give up

& I’ve been trying my hardest to stay

Strong for you all this anxiety making me feel alone but I can’t get you out of my mind baby it’s gone be hard but don’t

Give up on us I know we’ll get through all this cause our loves strong this just a minor setback I know we’ll make it back

Home to eachother (I know we’ll be back home to eachother) whoa ahh (I’ve been falling)