It’s 4am again

(Yeah)

Baby it’s 4am and my thoughts are stuck on you again
I keep talkin to myself like I’m my therapist 
I pour some henny in ah cup and then let the time pass
My head is my own kryptonite, this overthinking gettin old fast 
Baby are you also alone tonight? I got an open bed for you to crash

I can sleep on the floor, I just need some company 
I’m scared baby I don’t know what to do anymore, and it’s scarin’ me
People got this perception that I’m selfish
Like they don’t know I got crippling depression 
They hit me up but I don’t reply to their text message
Cuz honestly everything lately has been so draining
One step in my mind and you’ll see that your not escaping 
It’s small place but there’s 100 thoughts floating 
It’s takes me to get real low to let these emotions flow
I hate talkin’ about them, I wish they would go 
I try putting a smile on my face to say I’m happy but you can see the fake show
You can see the devil, the serpents show
Now I act like I got it all together but truth be told I don’t
I give excellent advice but It feels like no one can reciprocate
Got real medical problems that I can’t escape
My heart feels like it’s beating 200 times a minute 
My mind has a chemical imbalance, doesn’t help with veins that have nicotine in em’

Baby it’s 4am and my thoughts are stuck on you again
I keep talkin to myself like I’m my therapist 
I pour some henny in ah cup and then let the time pass
My head is my own kryptonite, this overthinking gettin old fast 
Baby are you also alone tonight? I got an open bed for you to crash

black male vocals, vibey, heavy 808 bass, spacey, adlibs, reverb, rap, chill rap, hype, some singing, sad