It’s 4am again

(Yeah)

Baby it’s 4am and my thoughts are stuck on you again

I keep talkin to myself like I’m my therapist

I pour some henny in ah cup and then let the time pass

My head is my own kryptonite, this overthinking gettin old fast

Baby are you also alone tonight? I got an open bed for you to crash

I can sleep on the floor, I just need some company

I’m scared baby I don’t know what to do anymore, and it’s scarin’ me

People got this perception that I’m selfish

Like they don’t know I got crippling depression

They hit me up but I don’t reply to their text message

Cuz honestly everything lately has been so draining

One step in my mind and you’ll see that your not escaping

It’s small place but there’s 100 thoughts floating

It’s takes me to get real low to let these emotions flow

I hate talkin’ about them, I wish they would go

I try putting a smile on my face to say I’m happy but you can see the fake show

You can see the devil, the serpents show

Now I act like I got it all together but truth be told I don’t

I give excellent advice but It feels like no one can reciprocate

Got real medical problems that I can’t escape

My heart feels like it’s beating 200 times a minute

My mind has a chemical imbalance, doesn’t help with veins that have nicotine in em’

Baby it’s 4am and my thoughts are stuck on you again

I keep talkin to myself like I’m my therapist

I pour some henny in ah cup and then let the time pass

My head is my own kryptonite, this overthinking gettin old fast

Baby are you also alone tonight? I got an open bed for you to crash