What I’ve lost

Do you feel the rage, that I’ve kept locked inside of this cage
Can you free my soul, been running from myself to long so I need a different goal
This hate has become unbearable, wearing this mask I’m incurable
Left behind everyone I know has found their calling, see my life as an endless maze the ground beneath me crumbles so I’m falling
With those demons in the mirror I’m brawling

Can’t get back what I’ve lost, can’t pay the overwhelming cost,
Can’t get back what I’ve lost, can’t pay the overwhelming cost,
Lay me in that coffin, I’m not seeing any other options, suicide is what I’m thinking a bit too often,
Can’t get back what I’ve lost, can’t pay the overwhelming cost,
Can’t get back what I’ve lost, can’t pay the overwhelming cost

I’ve drowned all my sorrows but can’t mend the broken time that I’ve borrowed,
Final destination is to the crossroad, my heads fitted with C4 so watch it explode

Can’t get back what I’ve lost, can’t pay the overwhelming cost,
Can’t get back what I’ve lost, can’t pay the overwhelming cost,
Lay me in that coffin, I’m not seeing any other options, suicide is what I’m thinking a bit too often,
Can’t get back what I’ve lost, can’t pay the overwhelming cost,
Can’t get back what I’ve lost, can’t pay the overwhelming cost

How much longer do I have to pretend,
That I’m avoiding all the problems that I need to mend,
Disappear into the depths where I can descend, down into Hell to meet my so called best friend,
Yeah he just wants to see me dead, telling me life isn’t what he would recommend

Can’t get back what I’ve lost, can’t pay the overwhelming cost,
Can’t get back what I’ve lost, can’t pay the overwhelming cost,
Lay me in that coffin, I’m not seeing any other options, suicide is what I’m thinking a bit too often,
Can’t get back what I’ve lost, can’t pay the overwhelming cost,
Can’t get back what I’ve lost, can’t pay the overwhelming cost

Rap, emo rap, Whispering then increasing to yelling vocals, gothic, dark, emotional