Song for no reason , don't have to listen

I died already in your life, 
a ghost before I even truly lived, 
never had the chance to be, 
a fully formed self, a separate being. 
 
You swallowed me whole, 
digested my essence, 
reconfigured me in your image, 
a puppet dancing to your tune. 
 I'm outtahtunne 
And those others, 
the onlookers, the whisperers, 
they never knew the real me, givzah
only the distorted reflection 
you projected onto the world. (No idea)
 Precepted all wrong,( givzah)
Their opinions, their judgments, 
empty calories consumed from afar, 
meaningless echoes in a hollow space. 
Our shared history, a fabrication, 
a post-mortem narrative spun from your lies. 
 (Was it true)
Every day is a replay, ( same thing next day)
a insult of a life (,a real myth)
that never existed, 
a tragedy on repeat. 
(Oh moor me bitch  )
No sympathy here yah bitch)
So I speak now, not
a disembodied voice, 
a digital whisper, hey yah bitch
a final act of rebellion, 
Disrespectful bitch,
The will can't be done but by you and man,that is currpted in God's land ,I guess it's Fuck all that participants that put end in my life
 out a space, 
a fragment of truth, me
in the suffocating darkness me
of your manufactured reality. Me
My voice is in negative thoughts,
Don't matter ,stupid bitch ,I loved my family my life, and now givzah fuck now bitch, hurry up and die for your dollars fuck yall

rap, trap baseline funk guitar