3AM

Do you hear me calling?

Hey

Uh

Hey, do you hear me calling at 3 in the morning.

Your the only person who makes me feel important.

I weighed out my options and realized a problem.

I’m slowly sinking into my emotions.

I’m slowly falling to the bottom of this bottle.

How could this happen, I need to be sober for tomorrow.

What if she sees me fucked up this often?

Shed probably get spacey and leave in the morning.

Now my beds empty and she’s nowhere to be seen.

It’s my fault really now I’m trying to get clean but I keep on slipping.

Maybe there’s something I’m missing.

Now it’s 4 AM and I tried to call again.

You didn’t answer still so I tried a friend.

I tried texting them but the message won’t send.

I may not break but I sure as hell will bend.

They say it’s gets better with time but time will end.

It’s now 5 AM and I’m high again.

I’m so exhausted that I can’t pay attention.

I’m not sleeping cuz I don’t have any medicine.

I’m now crying because of my failed redemption.

I’m withdrawing from pretending to be happy.

Hey, do you hear me calling at 3 in the morning.

Your the only person who makes me feel important.

I weighed out my options and realized a problem.

I’m slowly sinking into my emotions.

What’s the meaning of life when it’s at the edge of a knife.

Wondering all this time, still stuck on the how and why.

I know that love is blind which makes it harder to find that special kind that makes you warm inside.

6 AM don’t know where to begin.

I give up on trying to win.

About to pass out but then the sun comes up.

I always need to sleep because I don’t get enough.

She said I’m not enough, no.

Hey, do you hear me calling at 3 in the morning.

Your the only person who makes me feel important.

I weighed out my options and realized a problem.

I’m slowly sinking into my emotions.

Yeah my emotions.

Uh, my emotions.

Do you hear me calling.

Yeah.