Covered in White

(Verse 1) 
My mother says she's fine 
But I know that's a lie 
I read in between the lines 
Her waist is thinner 
Her pupils are bigger 
She's fallen down 
Addiction has taken her crown 

(Chorus)
This beauty of a queen 
Is taken from her throne 
Unable to love 
Unable to hold her babies close 
This woman that I know 
Has fallen from grace 
The plate in front of her is covered in white 
And I hold on tight 
Because I don't want to lose her 

(Verse 2)
Her eyes are sunken in deep 
Her bank account is empty 
And she's asking for more money 
I don't want to be mean 
I just want her to love me 
But I can't enable this 
I can't let her hurt herself again 
And if that means she has to hate me 
If that means she has to blame me 
Then I'll take the heat 
But I can't be the reason 
That she's barely breathing 
Or that she doesn't wake up one morning 

(Chorus)
This beauty of a queen 
Is taken from her throne 
Unable to love 
Unable to hold her babies close 
This woman that I know 
Has fallen from grace 
The plate in front of her is covered in white 
And I hold on tight 
Because I don't want to lose her 

(Outro)
And I'm so scared 
That one day she won't open her eyes 
We'll be in a small room 
The walls painted with roses 
An opened casket 
Her body covered in white 
A silent prayer 
For the beloved mother

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