A Thousand Different Cuts

(Verse 1)

I’m only breathing cuz I’m stealing air out of your lungs.

We’re just two open wounds speaking in desperate, heavy tongues.

I can’t tell if I love you or if I just love how you go numb,

A hollow celebration of the disasters we’ve become.

You’re the shaking in my hands and the fever that I can’t break,

The only person left who knows exactly how much I can take.

(Chorus)

We’re two chemicals that don’t know how to mix,

Looking for a heartbeat in a temporary fix.

I’m the needle, you’re the thread, and we’re sewing us shut,

Living in the wreckage of a thousand different cuts.

It’s a slow suicide, a toxic, heavy waste,

I only feel alive when I leave this place.

(Verse 2)

You’re the memory I used to know before the lights went out,

The only voice I hear through all the noise, it’s too loud .

We’re circling the drain, tied together by a common host,

Hating the things about each other we need the most.

There’s no exit sign in a room built of shared mistakes,

Just the sound of glass every time that we break.

(Breakdown)

(Bridge)

Pull me under.

Keep me small.

If I’m with you,

I don’t have to feel at all.

Ohhh Pull me under.

Keep me small!

If I’m with you,

I don’t have to feel at all!!

NO, I DON’T HAVE TO FEEL AT ALL!

(Chorus)

We’re two chemicals that don’t know how to mix,

Looking for a heartbeat in a temporary fix.

I’m the needle, you’re the thread, and we’re sewing us shut,

Living in the wreckage of a thousand different cuts.

It’s a slow suicide, a toxic, heavy waste,

I only feel alive when I leave this place.

(Outro)

Disappearing...

(Keep me numb)

We’re disappearing...

(Just stay numb)

I’m already gone

(Already gone)

Disappearing...

(Keep me numb)

We’re disappearing...

(Just stay numb)

I’m already gone

Gone, gone, gone!!