(WOW) (She be like….) (Oh my god I can’t believe you) (Your nothing and no one) (I can’t believe I wasted my time with you) (You’re gonna die alone, tonight) (Fuck this) It’s hard to say why I can’t find a way to get through this type of pain. I’m lost all day repeating my negativity from my mind that tells me the same shit I have heard over and over and over. Line of cocaine on the stove top she’s diving in. Huffing propane I mean octane with love stances making me ashamed i don’t know what to say. Why are girls the same? I can’t explain the feeling of being betrayed it happens now you’re misunderstood and labeled as a fuck boy. Tell me I’m the wrong boy. All you want is some boy toy. Missing the shit that’s important boy. All the attitudes walk with sway. No gratitude while I work all day. I make music, play guitar, I PAINT MY FUCKING NAILS WHAT ELSE DO YOU WANT ME TO SAY! I have nightmares about chokers. I have nightmares about fishnets. I have nightmares about her hair. I have nightmares about her voice. They make fun of me… They always hurt me… They get my jealousy and build up the fury. What’s wrong with me? Is it because I’m not tall, you see? Why are girls the same?! Huh? Why are girls the same?! Someone tell me why are girls the same?! Huh? Why are they the same?! Tell me why are girls the same?! I don’t know what else to do. Bring me the drugs I’m a loose screw. Don’t tell me that’s why you don’t do. “It’s the drugs” ,bitch I only do it when I’m lonely and the scars are showing so will you hold me EVEN THOUGH YOU CUT ME!!!!!!! Wake up what am I gonna do today? The same shit? Okay let’s do it this way. Same hit? I hardly feel a damn thing. What’s next? I need excitement and don’t take it away. Feeling miserable all day. Pull the Glock in my mouth and spray away…. I’m sorry but it was to hard to think for me anyway. Sometimes I feel like stopping. Sometimes it feels like a joke. Sometimes I don’t wanna waste it. Sometimes I’m down the most. Fuck it Ima die with roses. Faded, Chocolate and strawberries. Im wasted, today ion fuck with hoes. Stupid, I wasted time faded. Bullshit. I’ve had enough with this shit I can’t take it. Bored as fuck because no one cares to hit me up. I lost my license and I fade out. What the fuck I’m laughing out loud. Fake as fuck I’d rather Medusa, wish me luck. Medicine in you. Fuck.

Why Are Girls The Same?