“I Hope You Miss Me Loud”

You replaced me fast.

But I bet you still scroll slow.

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Heard you got a new girl / Just like that

Two weeks after breaking what we had

She laughs the way I used to do

But I know her smile don’t hit like truth

I see your stories — same old scenes

Clubs, fake grins, designer dreams

But I know those eyes too well

That ain’t peace — that’s a private hell

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I don’t want you back

Let’s be real

But I want you to feel

What I had to feel

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I hope you miss me loud / When your nights go quiet

When the room goes cold and your heart can’t fight it

When she don’t get your inside jokes

When you crave the way I spoke

I hope I echo in your head like a song too proud

Yeah…

I hope you miss me loud

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I cut my hair, got back in the gym

Started smiling like I meant it again

New lips kiss me with no lies

While you're still chasing old alibis

You made me feel like I was too much

Now every room says I’m not enough — I’m too rare

And when they ask who hurt me

I say “he used to call me his air”

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I don’t want revenge

I want the truth

That even with her

You still miss what we knew

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I hope you miss me loud / When your nights go quiet

When the liquor wears off and the guilt gets violent

When her perfume fades too fast

And my name hits like your past

I hope I echo in your chest like a storm unbowed

Yeah…

I hope you miss me loud

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I ain’t bitter — I’m reborn

But I still want you torn

By the sound of my laugh

In a song at the store

By a scent, by a joke, by a girl with my shade

May you find me in everything you can't replace

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I hope you miss me loud / In the dark, in the crowd

When you realize she’s not me / And the silence gets too loud

When she won’t fight for your soul / When she lets go too fast

I hope my love hits you

Like a car crash

I hope you miss me...

Loud