[Verse 1]
How can I move on
When the door still knows my name?
One cracked chair, one old stain
And I’m standing in the frame
You say that place is gone
But the floor still remembers
Why should I carry
What somebody else did to us?
[Pre-Chorus]
Life was hard enough
With the bruises we still hold
Don’t hand me the old keys
To a room that’s cold
I’ve been trying
I’ve been trying to breathe
But the past keeps calling
Like it needs something from me
[Chorus]
How can I move on? (move on)
When I’m pulled back in
How can I move on? (move on)
If the hurt won’t end
Why remind me now?
I already know
How can I move on? (move on)
When I’m not that home
[Verse 2]
I don’t need the whole map
Just to find my way tonight
I’ve got scars in my pocket
And a longing for a lighter life
You can say, “let it go”
But that’s easy from the outside
I was there when the walls shook
I was there when I learned to hide
[Pre-Chorus]
Life was hard enough
With the nights we had to spare
Don’t make me relive it
Like I still live there
I’ve been trying
To unlearn that ache
But the past keeps rising
Every time we pass that place
[Chorus]
How can I move on? (move on)
When I’m pulled back in
How can I move on? (move on)
If the hurt won’t end
Why remind me now?
I already know
How can I move on? (move on)
When I’m not that home
[Bridge]
If it was your fault
Would you ask me to forgive the air?
Would you call it a lesson
If it followed you everywhere?
I’m not made of stone
I’m just tired of the weight
I can love what I had
And still walk away
[Final Chorus]
How can I move on? (move on)
Let the old house burn
How can I move on? (move on)
I am learning, I learn
Why remind me now?
I already know
How can I move on? (move on)
I’m not that home
[Outro]
I’m not that home
I’m not that home
I’m still here, baby
But I’m not that home