Finding my voice

It took me to lose you To find myself

I know I will never forgive myself for this

And I don't have the words anymore

So please don't go I know all my regrets is on me

All the late nights crying seeing how beautiful you becoming

With the blame hitting me hard late at night

Everything's my fault just please don't go

It took me to lose you to find myself

All my songs started with that pain

But my heart is already destroyed

And it's ok I'm not mad at you baby

I'm mad at myself for being a fool

All this pain was needed for me to change

I know all this on me not on anyone else

And I already apologized a million times to you

So I know saying sorry won't do nothing

As I will never forgive myself for losing you

Seeing you become more perfect everyday

As I become full of guilt

Trying my best to move on But baby

You have a pull on me with how beautiful you are

I'm so sorry even when ik I apologize a million times already

It took me to lose you to find myself

All my songs won't be here if I didn't

And I wish I didn't because all my songs sucks

I would rather have you then this voice in my heart

I got after losing you

It took me to lose you to find myself

Trying my best to move on

But you have this pull on me

Baby I can't lie and say I don't miss you when we both know I do

It took me to lose you to find myself

Finding this voice in me

I wish I never had became it became with a price

I would have you then be famous baby

I know I can't fix it no matter what i do

But this guilt will never leave

It took me to lose you to find myself

Finding a voice I never wanted

As I will never forgive myself

Still loving you at a distance knowing i can't fix it

As I'm so sorry I know this all my fault

It took me to lose you to find myself

I would've rather be loving you then be world fam baby

Because that how much you meant to me

Finding a voice in my heart I couldn't find myself

It took me to lose you to find myself

As I'm so sorry I know I can't fix this

I just hope the next guy treats you better

Then I ever could

As I found I voice in myself I could of never had found myself