Don't Be Mad At Me

I've tried so hard
I've fought so long 
I know the cycle
One day it's good
Then it's bad
Then it's good again 
The cycle never ends
I've stayed for others
I swore I'd fight to my dieing day
I'd hold on until I couldn't hold on anymore 

The time has come
That day has arrived 
Don't be mad at me for leaving 
Don't be mad I couldn't stay

The pain was the worst I've ever felt 
The pain became more than I could bare
I'm flying high now
Well above the pain 

Don't cry for me 
Don't be mad at me for leaving 
Don't be mad I couldn't stay

I know my actions hurt you 
I know they left you in pain 
I'm so sorry it had to be this way
I hope some day you can understand 

The pain was the worst I've ever felt 
The pain became more than I could bare
I'm flying high now
Well above the pain 

Don't cry for me 
Don't be mad at me for leaving 
Don't be mad I couldn't stay

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