[Intro – slow piano, faint siren noise in the distance] Fuck your hope, fuck your goddamn light. All I got is this blade and a mirror that lies. No heroes, no hand to hold— Just a joke with a smile, carved deep in cold. --- [Verse 1] You said, “Talk to someone,” But they all fucking vanish. I screamed in silence while my soul turned to ashes. You post fake prayers and go on with your day, While I'm here dragging razors across yesterday. Family? They love a version of me that’s dead. Friends? Left unread, ghosted like I never bled. All I wanted was one fucking sign, But all I got was static and “you’ll be fine.” You don’t see me—you scroll past my scars. You double-tap fake smiles, ignore shattered hearts. And when I’m gone, you’ll all fucking cry, But where were you when I wanted to die? --- [Pre-Chorus – quiet, broken vocals] I'm drowning in pills and panic attacks, Screaming for help but no one screams back. My wrists hold the answers you won’t face, So I paint the walls red in this holy disgrace. --- [Chorus – full choir backing, distorted guitars] Let me fucking go, let me fucking die— I've had enough of living a goddamn lie. Carve my smile, let the crimson flow, Maybe now someone will finally know. This pain’s too loud, this mind’s too sick, Every thought is a noose, every breath feels like shit. Don’t save me now—I already fell, I’m halfway down and I belong in hell. --- [Verse 2] I’m the ghost in the hallway, the freak in your class, The joke you whispered, the monster you passed. I laugh like Joker, dance in despair, Smear on my grin, no one fucking cares. I light my past like a funeral pyre, Every memory’s gasoline to the fire. Tell me I’m loved while you lock the door, Your kindness is bullshit—I know the score. Every day I fake the script you wrote— “Smile. Breathe. Don’t rock the boat.” But my lungs are full of ocean and hate, And every goodbye feels three years too late. --- [Bridge – screaming layered with calm whispers] Cut deeper. Think louder. Cry harder. You want raw? You want real? Here’s a life that no one bothered to fucking feel. --- [Breakdown – heavy drop, distorted vocals] This is for the broken who sleep in pain, For every night you begged to never wake again. For the ones still breathing with cracked bones, Living in houses but never called homes. Fuck your filters. Fuck your “it gets better.” Some of us rot in chains made of letters. Depression isn’t sad—it’s war in your head. And I’m just a soldier who wants to be dead. --- [Final Chorus – choir and whisper together] Let me fucking go, let me fucking die— I'm tired of screaming beneath this sky. Let my blood be the truth, my silence the scream, Let me sleep in shadows, let me end the dream. No more fake hugs. No more “stay strong.” I’ve carried this burden too fucking long. So here’s my goodbye, written in red— You’ll understand me better when I’m dead. --- [Outro – whisper, fading heartbeat] Just… let me go. Please. ---

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