[Intro — calm]
It’s mad looking back now…
I don’t even recognise that version of me
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[Verse 1 — storytelling]
I was waking up the same, every day felt identical
Eat, drink, shower, sit there feeling invisible
Mind just quiet but not in a peaceful way
More like empty, like I drifted and faded away
Three months straight living life on repeat
No direction, no drive, just stuck in defeat
Telling myself this is normal, it’s fine
But deep down I knew that wasn’t my life
I didn’t care, I was lost in my head
Thought I couldn’t move forward, stuck where I was left
Even convinced myself I couldn’t live without her
Now I look back thinking how did I allow that
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[Hook — melodic, slight bounce]
Look how far I’ve come, I once was lost
Stuck in a place I couldn’t get across
Now I move different, I know my worth
Still building myself, yeah I’m putting in work
Look how far I’ve come, I won’t go back
That old version of me ain’t built like that
Still not there but I’m closer now
And that’s something I’m proud about
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[Verse 2 — growth + honesty]
It weren’t even me that made the shift at first
Mum had to step in, had to make it work
Gave me that push when I needed direction
Now I turned that into my own progression
Started moving better, gym, health, routine
Small changes building into something I can be
Still not perfect, still far from complete
But I’m not that version that I used to be
I had moments where I slipped in mindset
Not fully gone but I ain’t stayed there yet
And that’s the difference, I don’t stay stuck
I adjust, reset, then I build back up
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[Flow Pocket — tighter, confident]
No more chasing, no more losing me
No more living like I’m useless, see
I stay calm, I don’t react the same
That old version don’t remain
I don’t fold, I don’t move like that
I don’t fall back into old habits
Every step now got purpose in it
I’m building something, I’m working with it
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[Hook — stronger]
Look how far I’ve come, I once was lost
Stuck in a place I couldn’t get across
Now I move different, I know my worth
Still building myself, yeah I’m putting in work
Look how far I’ve come, I won’t go back
That old version of me ain’t built like that
Still not there but I’m closer now
And that’s something I’m proud about
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[Bridge — reflective]
(soft)
I still doubt sometimes…
But I don’t stay there
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[Outro — calm confidence]
I’m not finished…
But I’m not who I was either…