"Addicted to the Ache"

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🎧 [Intro – Distant Heartbeat FX + Melancholy Chord Loop]

(Spoken softly):

"You hurt me, but I miss it… and that’s the part that scares me."

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🎤 [Verse 1 – Melodic Rap with Echo FX]

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Cravin’ your chaos like a hit I need

Told myself I’m done — then I still bleed

You the ghost in my lungs when I breathe

Even pain feel better than peace

Tried cold turkey, but I relapse fast

Miss the way your silence cut like glass

Even your lies had a certain taste

Now I’m fiendin’ just to feel replaced

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🎤 [Chorus – Sung, Ambient Harmony Layers]

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I’m addicted to the ache

Can’t tell love from a heartbreak

Holdin' tight to what breaks me down

Your absence still make me drown

I’m addicted to the ache

Chasin’ tears I shouldn’t chase

Call it toxic, call it fake

But I need you… just to break

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🎤 [Verse 2 – Rap with Dragged-Beat Delivery]

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Don’t want you back — I want the rush

The fire, the scream, the twisted hush

We was wild, but it felt like home

Now I'm cold with your name in my phone

Blocked you twice, still check your page

Love turned war, now I love the rage

Hurt me sweet, that’s your game

But I still whisper your name in shame

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🎤 [Bridge – Whispered Harmony, Echo FX]

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Your pain my peace, your touch my chain

I only breathe when I feel that strain

It ain’t right — I know the cost

But even healed, I’d miss what’s lost

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🎤 [Final Chorus – Full Stack Vocals, Melodic Breakdown]

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I’m addicted to the ache

To the fire you always fake

Every cut was laced with thrill

I miss you… and I miss the kill

I’m addicted to the ache

Even when my hands still shake

Could’ve left, but I still wait

Guess I need you…

Just to break

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🎤 [Outro – Soft Synth Fade + Faint Breathing]

(Spoken fading):

"I don’t love you. I just can’t stop needing the way you destroy me."

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