Heartbreak again

I've been barely moving, yeah barely moving 
Hearts in pain, nothing is soothing 
I tell myself im fine 
But deep down I know im lying

I've had many late nights talking to myself 
Nothing i do seems to help
You flood my mind again, and again
Playing on a loop that doesn't end 

I wasnt looking
But I was ready 
Was ready, is that petty?
I wanted something steady
I didnt get that, now my heart is heavy 

Can't forget how heartbreak feels
No not when its constantly revealed 
Will i ever get something real
Will I ever be able to heal
I open up myself again and again
And for what just to watch it all end
I dont want to let anyone else in 
Feels like heartbreak again

Now everything i do feels worthless
Like everything i do has no purpose 
You made me so nervous 
I want to hurt less

I wasnt looking
But I was ready 
Was ready, is that petty?
I wanted something steady
I didnt get that, now my heart is heavy 

Can't forget how heartbreak feels
No not when its constantly revealed 
Will i ever get something real
Will I ever be able to heal
I open up myself again and again
And for what just to watch it all end
I dont want to let anyone else in 
Feels like heartbreak again

My heart is now broken
The one that you stolen
How can you feel no emotion?
Wish I was the one you chosen

I wasnt looking
But I was ready 
Was ready, is that petty?
I wanted something steady
I didnt get that, now my heart is heavy 

Can't forget how heartbreak feels
No not when its constantly revealed 
Will i ever get something real
Will I ever be able to heal
I open up myself again and again
And for what just to watch it all end
I dont want to let anyone else in 
Feels like heartbreak again

Can't forget how heartbreak feels
No not when its constantly revealed 
Will i ever get something real
Will I ever be able to heal
I open up myself again and again
And for what just to watch it all end
I dont want to let anyone else in 
Feels like heartbreak again

Feels like heartbreak again 
Ohhh when will it end 

Emotional R&B soul, slow groove, deep pocket, smooth female vocal, Spanish guitar, cinematic strings, moody, female