

Prompt / Lyrics
**[Intro – muttered, observational]** Yeah… I don’t even know how I got here. Guess I walked. --- **[Verse 1]** Just left the Irish bar, Got tossed for being “too much” Overserved, oversharing, Apparently that’s on me Now I’m pacing this polished outdoor mall All glass and gold leaf nothing I look like I fell out of the wrong decade Standing under fake palm trees Everyone’s dressed for somewhere else I’m dressed like I don’t belong I keep thinking I missed a memo About how to exist correctly --- **[Pre-Chorus]** There’s a stranger at the table Telling me I’m just visiting Like that explains the distance Like I wasn’t already leaving --- **[Chorus]** I don’t belong here I never did I’m an alien borrowing chairs Trying to make friends sit I keep asking why I stayed Now I’m seeing why you left Fuck man, maybe I was The problem I kept dodging --- **[Verse 2]** I ditched my friends to disappear Thought solitude would feel cleaner Turns out it just echoes louder When no one’s taking the bait I put on the easy version of myself For people I won’t know tomorrow At least strangers let me reset At least they don’t remember the old me I grind my MMO like it’s a job Solo leveling, no party chat No voice, no guild, no attachments Just numbers going up to distract me --- **[Pre-Chorus]** It’s easier being nobody Than disappointing someone again --- **[Chorus]** I don’t belong here I’m out of context Standing in a place that feels staged Like I missed the text I keep pretending I’m free But I’m just hard to reach I’m not lonely, I’m avoiding Everything I couldn’t keep --- **[Bridge]** I thought hiding out would help But hiding just sharpens the edges I don’t miss them I miss not thinking about it I keep changing masks Like that’s growth But it’s just practice At being alone --- **[Outro]** So I sit Scrolling, grinding, killing time Not waiting for anyone specific Just waiting for the night to end I don’t belong here And I’m finally not arguing with that.
Tags
Progressive rock, math rock, IDM, instrumental fusion, modern trap, technical guitar work, atmospheric, Female
3:51
No
12/20/2025