Prompt / Lyrics
Well here i am again Wishing there was some way i could've prevent I just can't comprehend What is wrong with me or is it just men?? I was happy again i was excited But of course again i got reminded Just how horrible guys are to girls like me Just got to be thankful im free I dont understand God, i thought this was your plan!!!!! I thought he was going to be my man!!! But of course not, guess this is just not for me Im here feeling lonely and confused I hurt so bad I feel like I've been abused There is so much anger and hurt ive consumed Again and again there is no physical wound When this happens I feel like i dont even want to be here I feel like i want to disappear Everything in my life has become unclear Everytime, this is the thing I fear I dont understand God, i thought this was your plan!!!!! I thought he was going to be my man!!! But of course not, guess this is just not for me Im here feeling lonely and confused I hurt so bad I feel like I've been abused There is so much anger and hurt ive consumed Again and again there is no physical wound Will I be lonely forever, God???!!! I need to know so give me a response Will i ever have a lasting bond??!!!! Probably not, i feel like ive been robbed Will I be lonely forever, God???!!! I need to know so give me a response Will i ever have a lasting bond??!!!! Probably not, i feel like ive been robbed Why God!!!! Why God!!!!! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh I dont understand God, i thought this was your plan!!!!! I thought he was going to be my man!!! But of course not, guess this is just not for me Im here feeling lonely and confused I hurt so bad I feel like I've been abused There is so much anger and hurt ive consumed Again and again there is no physical wound Im here feeling lonely and confused I hurt so bad I feel like I've been abused There is so much anger and hurt ive consumed Again and again there is no physical wound Take this anger out of my chest I dont want to feel it Take this feeling of depression I dont want to feel it I guess i failed this test So please now let me rest Ooooooo mmmmmmm
Tags
trap dark pop with hip hop and r\&b female vocals, hip hop, r&b, pop, edm, strong, emotional, vocal, beats, emo
Duration
3:20
Instrumental
No
Created
1/18/2026