I just don't understand

Well here i am again

Wishing there was some way i could've prevent

I just can't comprehend

What is wrong with me or is it just men??

I was happy again i was excited

But of course again i got reminded

Just how horrible guys are to girls like me

Just got to be thankful im free

I dont understand God, i thought this was your plan!!!!!

I thought he was going to be my man!!!

But of course not, guess this is just not for me

Im here feeling lonely and confused

I hurt so bad I feel like I've been abused

There is so much anger and hurt ive consumed

Again and again there is no physical wound

When this happens I feel like i dont even want to be here

I feel like i want to disappear

Everything in my life has become unclear

Everytime, this is the thing I fear

I dont understand God, i thought this was your plan!!!!!

I thought he was going to be my man!!!

But of course not, guess this is just not for me

Im here feeling lonely and confused

I hurt so bad I feel like I've been abused

There is so much anger and hurt ive consumed

Again and again there is no physical wound

Will I be lonely forever, God???!!!

I need to know so give me a response

Will i ever have a lasting bond??!!!!

Probably not, i feel like ive been robbed

Will I be lonely forever, God???!!!

I need to know so give me a response

Will i ever have a lasting bond??!!!!

Probably not, i feel like ive been robbed

Why God!!!!

Why God!!!!!

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh

I dont understand God, i thought this was your plan!!!!!

I thought he was going to be my man!!!

But of course not, guess this is just not for me

Im here feeling lonely and confused

I hurt so bad I feel like I've been abused

There is so much anger and hurt ive consumed

Again and again there is no physical wound

Im here feeling lonely and confused

I hurt so bad I feel like I've been abused

There is so much anger and hurt ive consumed

Again and again there is no physical wound

Take this anger out of my chest

I dont want to feel it

Take this feeling of depression

I dont want to feel it

I guess i failed this test

So please now let me rest

Ooooooo mmmmmmm